Sunday, September 28, 2008
Its another weekend almost gone and i have to book in soon lo! nobody loves to read a blog that keeps blogging about doing nothing BUT thats the truth - im doing nothing and wasting time away! ahh somebody better help me before i go bonkers -,-"
ahh maybe something to look forward to - F1 singapore? ha pity i wun get a chance to see the f1 cars live in action but instead like everyone else glue our eyeballs to the television screen and watch the cars speed past esplanade bridge in like less den 2 seconds. i dun think i will ever want to be a f1 driver though, the idea of sitting in a
kart car that can smash to bits is not very fascinating.
i have recently adopted another time wasting hobby, and that is N-X! its that five step dance machine that is placed in the entrance of every arcade and cost a freaking two bucks per play. maybe one day i will be good enough and have everybody looking while i play it. haha. thats so bu yao lian.
soc starting next week - low rope, here i come!
6:20 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
S I G Hs.
One more day to 19. getting older le wor, which may not neccessarily mean a good thing. and it shall be one of the two birthdays that will be celebrated in camp. hopefully i will be more happy at the same day next year? *fingers cross.
i realised how much i dunno about myself.....how much i have always assumed, and how much i always take for granted for. sigh. this explains alot of stuff.
looking back at all those chat logs...gives me more S I G H s. how i wished everything in the past can continue, but alas its not to be, i know i have to create new wonderful memories for myself. 'change is the only constant'. S I G Hs.
IPPT Gold...finally have achieved it. that left soc to be passed, which is gonna be one major challenge for me.
driving is fun - especially open air drive when all the wind will blow pass you and you can really feel the speed even though its still rather slow. its a good way to take away all the stress. i wonder when will i ever find the time to go enrol myself to a driving centre and start to take the BTT. im really rotting like this...
7:40 PM
Sunday, September 07, 2008
and finally after cleaning away the dust of the blog..
Im back.how fast time flies. its been three weeks since i have started on my specialist course and i have only one post about it so far?? its definitely not because of the familiar excuse of 'no time', for i have been returning home three times a week, of which two of them are nights off. nor isit because i have been doing nothing so far, cause i have learnt loads of stuff in the past three weeks.
okay maybe its because i have been lazy. after racking my much depleted brains for quite a while, my only conclusion is that living it good may not be so good after all as it leaves behind no memories and make us learn nothing at all. while in sispec i faced an Imba company with an even more Imba bunch of instructors giving us trainees Imba treatment, through this experiences we learn a lot about ourselves and other people. every week will always be a fresh one, as i would not know what kind of deep shit i will land up in next. therefore every week there will be an urge to blog as im quite sure this experiences will and hopefully be the first and NEVER again in my life. its quite different now though, for
'sleep, slack plus holiday' is my unit's motto. there is really nothing much to be feared about and therefore nothing of much significance has happened that warrants me to blog about it.
tough times dun last, tough man do. only now can i fully appreciate this statement. i now learnt that only through tough times can one see the strength of friendships, or what my instructors say, 'see us gel together'. perhaps what i learnt is that i can never fully trust someone, no matter how friendly he seems, for only going through tough times together can i see the true colours of that person. this applies everywhere, in school, in workplace etc. only that this lesson has become more evident now due to the fact that i face tough times more often. this really makes me feel that the stress in managing exams is really nothing compared to the tough times i faced, which is not only about enduring all the training and experiences, but also dealing with real life masked people, 'wayang' people, aka hypocrites.
enough about this thoughts.........anyways....
CPL Conk =.= wth. am i going to be targeted so early in my course?
A checklist of gentle reminders to myself:
1) to be more aware of the consequences of my actions, big or small.
2) to be less ignorant towards my surroundings
3) to stop trying to please other people and just be myself
4) but while im at there, be less of a spaceman.
5) to save more money and only buy things that i truly like.
anyway its been an relatively eventful weekend. first off start with visiting almost all the show rooms of the japanese cars, as my dad suddenly wants to change car. next is a treat by mm at vivo (THANKS). finally played lan with sec school peeps until a record 2.30am =.= i was probably super groggy den, as me and johnson forgot to pay for the supper and just jumped into the cab that is nearby *oops*. today went to gym for some preparation for ippt, which i must die die get gold to get the so called 'royal treatment'.
7:12 PM