Tuesday, October 16, 2007

I had just discovered the wonders of baidu-ing yesterday! haha. Have downloaded TWENTY plus chinese songs, most of them are new songs which i have heard from radio. Actually i had only wanted to download a few songs only, but after discovering that I can download any single song i wanted to hear provided that i have the title of the song, i soon find myself clicking at every singer that i liked and still like. only slept at 3am...kind regretted afterwards, as I only woke up at 12pm and practically wasted the whole day away on reading harry potter, swimming with johnson and shee kwang and watching the last episode of the 9pm show. Okay maybe swimming was not a waste of time but I hardly did anything.

Sometimes i just wanted to do my work and study at my own pace, treating this final examinations like prelims, but somehow external pressures always force me to rethink "Am I doing enough?" It doesn't help that people kept reminding how important As levels is and stuff like that. sigh, i must not crumble to external pressures!

Im not really clear on what I want and the course im going to pursue in university just yet, but im going to give my best shot, at my own pace, for A levels, because thats the only way that i can have any choice in determining what i am going to study~.

Im just feeling a bit of lack of motivation now...and in one word - Sian -.-.

12:06 AM

Thursday, October 04, 2007

I realised that my entries have been rather short lately, so I shall compose my thoughts and make this entry a longer and more meaningful one.

Prelims results as of yesterday seem quite satisfactory to me. In fact there are many improvements, some which are rather surprising (spending only 2 days on bio =.=) and yet managed to achieve good results. Others are like "its like much better than what I thought it would be"-kinda results. Until today. The worst blow came on a subject that I have made attempts to improve early but just could not get the results. That subject is general paper and it is going be a paper I will have to take exactly 26 days as of now and this is the kind of results Im still getting? Comparison is never good, but knowing that Im one of the few (or maybe only one) who fail this subject in my class is definitely not encouraging either. Im really at a loss for words for this subject at the moment. Literally.

I do not feel like ending off at such a depressing note...so I shall carry on writing =).

I have just written my testimonial...actually its more like copying and paste before editing actually. What a dumb thing to do..imagine employers in the future would read the same thing over and over again. -.-

12:26 AM

About moi

NJC, NTSS, Hpps
Virgo
220989
19 going twenty
quote,'Do not die for your country, make the other fellow die for his,

while not aiming to be someone sophiscated, dj wans to do meaningful things in his life. getting life experience is definitely on the top of his list, not seeking material assets, which afterall, does not give any happiness at all. having good friends for life and treasuring his family in his opinion is the best satisfaction that one can achieve. meanwhile in army, he plans to make full use of everyday of his time to learn new things and keep his brain working and not slack around waiting for ORD, as its how much we enjoy during the journey, rather den just solely concentrating on the journey's end that is important. in becoming 20 soon, he wans to be wiser and better informed so as to make better decisions to decide his future.